my life (a_trainwreckher) wrote,
my life
a_trainwreckher

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you know that feeling...

feeling like you lost your last friend...

...i know how that feels now

you know that feeling...

feeling like your best friend lied to your face...

...i know how that feels now

you know that feeling...

feeling like you dont have a single person left anymore...even though i do, and feeling like shit and wanting to just die...even though i shouldent, and not having that person to go to when im having a hard time, not being able to tell that person things i could because we arent close anymore, not being able to call her to hang out- because shes too busy, having to think about the biggest mistake she has ever made in her entire life- and not being able to do a single thing about it, and having to deal with working at ponderosa with her now and not being able to say hi and give her a hug and tell her i missed her because thats what i really want to do...

and not having her as a best friend...

that all went away now- and im left with a big empty space...and i really dont know what i should do now

it hurts me bad and i hate it

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