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CHICAGO BABY! [16 Jan 2006|10:47pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

So i decided that i wanted to go to Chicago! So on March 17th me and some friends are leaving for downtown chicago for a few days! Im pretty excited- i have never been there before...

And i also found out that im goin to Puerto Villarta Mexico at the end of june for a week at a sweet ass resort with my friends- that will be sweet ass

Thats all for now- later

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Humm [13 Jan 2006|10:38pm]
[ mood | thirsty ]

well me and sweet ass joe are about to go to the auto show on sunday and then we are going to the Fallout Boy concert...its not until april 20th so if you want to go let me know because our tickets are free and sweet ass.

thats about all


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'04, '05, and '06 Recap [01 Jan 2006|07:16pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

~happy new year~

i decided to reflect upon the last few years and summarize them for everyones enjoyment, tell you about my college plans, and then talk about my new years eve experiance...

pop a squat, go to the bathroom, and get comphy...

-Closing of 2004-
Halfway through my junior year, my first year at mott, i still had no friends...i still was shy, and i was still afraid to talk to people, i had lunch alone and worked my life away. I was still stuck in a rut of depression and anxiety, scared to try new things. I started to realize the only way to get myself out of this dark hole, was to aquire friends that cared about me, people that i could spend time and try new things with. New years eve was spent alone.

-Beginning of 2005-
Here it is, my new years resolution for '05: Be myself and start talking to people, strike up conversation with people i dont know, make some friends and be happy.

What a resolution huh, seemed simple and easy to do right? Now it was a new semester at mott, and i had a few new classes but halfway through january, i still havent acted on my resolution. I was in a senior government class with my freind Nick who worked at pine lake with me. In government i met a couple fun and interesting people that were friends with nick, we started having lunch together at the same table and i was happy as i could ever be. I finally met some people that accept me for who i am and think im funny, i met a few more people through nick and his girlfriend that i now call my best friends.

-End of Junior Year, June 2005-
I finally got my license and a car, and my new found life full of partying and hanging out was more than i ever expected. I was so happy, i worked every day and partyed almost every night and had the time of my life. I realized i had an alcohol addiction of some sort, i would get pissed and irritated if we werent drinking...which dident happen that often. Summer '05 was just about to start and i knew it would be one of the best times of my life.

-Summer '05-
Everytime there was a pistons game, all of us would gather up at smokey bones and eat, talk, and watch the game. We had fun for the most part, this was when we all fell into our little group: Me, Amanda, Nick, Chivonne, Joe, Nikki, Kelly and occasionally Alex, Dj, Greenan, Malissa, and Sarah. We pretty much saw eachother every day and did everything together in between our crazy work schedules. I went to cedar point for the first time with Joe, Dj and some other friends of dj's and had a good ol guys weekend full of fun times, campfires and lots of beer. I practically lived in my work uniform, everytime i would go anywhere i had on pine lake clothing because i dident have time to change, and i really dident care. Most of our nights were consumed by partying and alcohol. Pretty soon i would have a reality check, and have to start school.

-Senior Year, August '05-
My birthday just passed and what would be better than any gift in the entire world? STARTING SCHOOL!!! not. Senior year was just beginning and it really dident feel like it. It was the usual school shit, except i dident have any of my friends because they all had graduated last june. None of us really talk to Amanda or Kelly anymore, lets just say we discovered what kind of people they really are. Winter came and i was done with Pine Lake for the year, and started my winter job at Ponderosa. Thankgiving rolled around and then came christmas, but it dident feel like it should have. Christmas dident excite me as it use to, and reality was starting to set in- i was planning on moving out with two of my freinds and realized that my life is changing drastically.

-End of '05 and beginning on '06-
Well its finally here, the year i graduate. Looking back on the past 4 years, i realize that i have gone from one end of the spectrum to the other, i have changed so much from when i first walked in the door to high school...as the new year begins my final year of school is half over, and to be honest im scared...im scared of what my life will become, but at the same time im excited, i am growing up and in the next few months i will change drastically. Its almost time for me to make a life for myself. Im becomming an adult, and i have to start accepting the responsibilities that come with it, i cant wait to see what '06 has in store for me.

And on another note, im am so gratefull that i have the friends i do...i dont know what i would have done without you guys, my friends play a major part in who i have become and i appriciate everything you guys have done for me, and all the times you've been there.

I look forward to 2006 and spending time with my sweet ass friends, who have been there for me somtimes more than my own family.

-College Plans-
For those of you who dont know, i will be studying Criminal Justice in college and from there i will attend the Police Academy to round off my college education and hopfully become one of the best cops in the area. Watch for me: Comming to a town near you, and takin down the bad guys!

As for my 2006 new years resolutions? Well at first i decided that i dident really belive in them, but i decided to set some anyways, and maybe they will make me a better person.
1. Try new and interesting things. Think outside the box. Be spontanious. Go against the flow.
2. Live 2006 to the fullest and soak in everything i can.
3. Do as much as i can and have as much fun as i can.
4. Dont get upset over stupid things.
5. Dont hit any cars
6. Stay out of jail

I hope everyone had a safe, jail free, and happy new year...


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[24 Nov 2005|02:20pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

i hate my family.

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[17 Nov 2005|02:32pm]
[ mood | happy ]

it snowed today.


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[20 Oct 2005|08:33pm]
[ mood | hmmm ]

"Sometimes you have to put up walls...not to keep people out; just to see who cares enough to break through them."

The universe tends to unfold as it should...


and it will.

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[19 Oct 2005|01:46pm]
[ mood | excited ]

looks like halloween plans have changed again...

look out WMU, here we come

...this should be fun

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[09 Oct 2005|09:09am]
[ mood | depressed ]

you know that feeling...

feeling like you lost your last friend...

...i know how that feels now

you know that feeling...

feeling like your best friend lied to your face...

...i know how that feels now

you know that feeling...

feeling like you dont have a single person left anymore...even though i do, and feeling like shit and wanting to just die...even though i shouldent, and not having that person to go to when im having a hard time, not being able to tell that person things i could because we arent close anymore, not being able to call her to hang out- because shes too busy, having to think about the biggest mistake she has ever made in her entire life- and not being able to do a single thing about it, and having to deal with working at ponderosa with her now and not being able to say hi and give her a hug and tell her i missed her because thats what i really want to do...

and not having her as a best friend...

that all went away now- and im left with a big empty space...and i really dont know what i should do now

it hurts me bad and i hate it

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[01 Oct 2005|08:43am]
[ mood | car-less ]

my car basically went up in flames when my radiator exploded...

but its all good

i just wont be able to drive for about a week...

i got my new phone in the mail yesterday- they sent me the wrong one

nothin i can do about that...

so this weekend has pretty much been the best weekend of my life so far...

i just want to get drunk


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my ONLY day off [07 Sep 2005|08:43pm]
[ mood | tired ]

i went to school today as usual

then i went to get my tires changed, all 4 new tires- its sweet

then i went and hung out with amanda and nikki at amanadas

then i took them to rocket eddies for dinner

and then we played cards at the bowling alley

and then we played tennis for a couple hours at mott

how eventfull

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[30 Aug 2005|09:10am]
[ mood | bored ]

senior year '05-'06 has started

its hard to belive that this is my last year of high school...

and the thing is- its going to go by so fast and before i know it i will be Mott Alumni and 18 years old

i cant wait...cant wait

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best birthday ever [26 Aug 2005|12:23am]
[ mood | so happy ]

my friends are the best

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[25 Aug 2005|11:42am]
todays my birthday

but it doesent feel like it
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[23 Aug 2005|12:03pm]
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[18 Aug 2005|11:26am]
[ mood | blah ]

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[17 Aug 2005|11:47am]
[ mood | someone kill me ]

my mom, sisters and my aunt are going to the gay kelly clarkston concert...

and im stuck watching 2 kids, one thats 9 months and one thats 2 1/2 years old

just what i want to do all night...YES!

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[16 Aug 2005|02:06pm]
9 days until my birthday

we are in single digits now!

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